A Hole in the Universe

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Published by: Penguin
Pages: 384
ISBN13: 978-0143034728



After twenty-five years in prison for a senseless juvenile murder, Gordon Loomis returns home to a changed world.  His old neighborhood is blighted by drug dealers and neglected property.  He needs a job, but no one will hire him, so he goes to work in the small rundown market where he stocked shelves as a quiet, lonely teenager.

His brother Dennis, a successful oral surgeon, lives in a beautiful home in the suburbs with his wife, Lisa, and their two young children.  In many ways, Dennis’s personal success has been driven by the deep pain and humiliation caused by his brother’s terrible crime.   Dennis tries to help Gordon, but he is torn by his own fears and failings.

Throughout the long years of Gordon's imprisonment, his persistent, though uninvited, visitor has been the flamboyant Delores Dufault.  She yearns to be part of Gordon’s new life, but he is as terrified of relationships as he is of being sent back to jail.  Even the slightest misstep is something to be feared.  Gordon recoils from Delores’s intensity and misreads her affection and her desire to be kind to him as self-serving.

Also drawn to Gordon’s decency and vulnerability is a neglected adolescent who lives in a nearby tenement with her crack-addicted mother.  Thirteen year old Jada Fossum is an unloved child of the streets.  She keeps herself and her mother alive by doing whatever she has to.  Her desperate struggle to survive threatens the fragile balance that is Gordon’s new-found freedom.

Gordon Loomis can never excuse himself for that deadly home intrusion twenty-five years ago.  And he will not allow anyone to try and explain it away.  Because of him a pregnant young woman is gone forever and so he must spend his days accepting full responsibility for what he did.  There can be no forgiveness.  But in spite of his numbness and pain, Gordon will continue to be pursued by those who care for him, and need him, and love him.

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“Welcome to the world of Mary McGarry Morris—and what a world it is. Richly atmospheric, bristling with dialogue, so tightened with suspense it threatens to snap. Morris is a master at sympathetic portraits of those clinging to the peripheries of society. And nowhere is her talent more evident than in her extraordinary new novel, A Hole in the Universe. Morris [is] a superb storyteller...and [her] undeniable compassion for and intuitive understanding of her characters’ lives make us know and care about these people, too.”
—Washington Post

“Mary McGarry Morris has a brilliant talent for exploring the dark side of normalcy. She depicts damaged individuals in a way that makes them real, makes them hurt, makes you hope for them. A Hole in the Universe is McGarry Morris’ fourth novel and latest achievement. The book is gritty and compelling, placing ordinary characters in extraordinary circumstances. McGarry Morris once again succeeds in shaking up notions of good, bad and normal. She looks desperation right in the eye and then moves it to the house next door, the person across the street. She reveals the inexplicable holes in our well-meaning universe.”
—Rocky Mountain News

“Mary McGarry Morris is adept at creating characters we want to follow, even if their paths do take them to crime and jail. [A Hole in the Universe] is a compelling and poignant read about a man who doesn’t believe he can start his life over, and the people around him who are determined to help him take the first steps.”
—Chicago Tribune


Where did the idea for the novel originate? What research was required in terms of understanding Gordon's experience inside and outside of prison?

I was fascinated by the idea of culpability and guilt. How does so ordinary and decent a man as Gordon Loomis become involved in a murder and then how does he live with the consequences? How does he rationalize the wrong? Can he return to any kind of normal living? Beyond the nuts-and-bolts research, I did what a novelist does, I put myself in Gordon Loomis's head and heart.

At the end of the novel, when Gordon finally begins to pull his life together, Dennis's is falling apart. Are we meant to believe that Dennis's character is in part defined by his need to feel superior to his brother or are we simply seeing the underside of his character at that point?

Dennis truly loves his brother, but he is a deeply flawed man. He has spent his life trying to outdistance the shame of his brother's crime. As so often happens in such a situation, the very sin that destroyed one brother's life has propelled the other's to greater heights. The pursuit of success and respectability has become Dennis's primary goals.

Which of your characters were the most difficult to imagine or the hardest for you to understand and, in that, find a voice for them?

None. In order to create and develop vivid characters, I must know them so well that their voices simply come when summoned. Gordon's stoic guardedness, Delores's seductive breeziness, Jada's almost frantic hyperbole are all part of the texture as well as being a vital yet subtle method of telling the story. I find it to be the most effective way of pulling readers into the narrative so that they become engaged enough with the characters that they forget that the author is telling them a story.

Describe your writing process. Has it been the same for all of your novels?

I begin with pen and paper. The first draft is written in longhand, with a very real, almost organic sensation of flow from the inside out. In the beginning, strong characters are more important than having a complete plot in mind. For me the story is always contained in the characters. When the first draft is completed, I type it onto the word processor and, from there, edit and revise so much that, in the end, I never know how many drafts I've gone through. Vanished, my first novel, was completed on a typewriter where an error or revision usually meant hours of retyping.

What does the book's title mean to you?

"A hole in the universe" is the void, that emptiness a person feels when something vital is forever lost or removed from one's existence. First and foremost, of course, is the death of Janine Waters and her unborn child. Then, there is that vital part of Gordon that has been lost, his innocence and worthiness. No excuse, explanation, or absolution could ever change or erase what happened that terrible night when he blundered into the sleeping young woman's bedroom. Because of his actions, both in what he did and then failed to do, lives were destroyed. He will experience the loss of the young pregnant mother in the full and punishing burden of his guilt every day of his life. He does not try to inflict this burden on anyone else, but it is the only honorable life he can have. His guilt fills the gap in his being. In a sense, it gives him heft and substance and the only atonement he can understand or accept. It is the most he allows himself of feelings.

While the novel is primarily Gordon's story, many of the other characters have their own unique trajectory. If you were to choose another character in A Hole in the Universe as the focus of a new novel, which one would it be?

YDelores Dufault or Jada Fossum. Delores—because she is so filled with hope, optimism, and belief in humanity. Her excesses and errors in judgment are part of the ebullience that fuels her through the muck of life. And Jada—because she is tough, resilient, and, like Delores, not afraid to take chances. Jada wants to be happy, wants to be safe. No matter how much neglect and rejection she has endured she refuses to be left behind.

The reader learns bits and pieces about Gordon's crime, but ultimately we only experience what the characters in the novel feel. Why is it important that the reader does not know the precise details of the murder?

Details of the crime emerge gradually and often unbidden through Gordon's consciousness because that is how memory "speaks." I wanted the focus of the novel to be more about Gordon's reentry into freedom than a step-by-step depiction of the murder or his prison experiences.

Your novel Fiona Range is also set in a fictional town named Dearborn and a city called Collerton. What is the significance of using the same setting?

The Dearborn in both Fiona Range and A Hole in the Universe is a very affluent town that borders a larger, poorer city I call Collerton. While both communities are fictional, they have real counterparts in America, places where the stark reality of poverty, hunger, and crime is often only a few minutes drive from the comfort and safety of tree-lined, suburban streets.

What are you working on now?

My next novel is called The Lost Mother. It is about a family that is torn apart during the Great Depression. The story is told primarily through the eyes of eleven-year-old Thomas Talcott, who minds his younger sister, Margaret, while his father works. The children have lost their home and their beautiful mother, and no one will tell them why she left or when she'll return.


  1. What is the significance of Gordon remaining mute about the events that put him in prison? Why does he refuse to ease anyone's mind when he is questioned on the subject?
  2. Discuss how you initially reacted to each of the characters and how your perception changed as their flaws and gifts were further revealed.
  3. Gordon thinks of Delores: "Her charity was earthy and promiscuous. She had done it not for the girl's sake or his, but for her own. In helping others, she was pleasuring herself" (p. 178). How accurate do you think Gordon's statement is?
  4. For Gordon, "It was vital that the few people in his life stay the same, to be who he needed them to be. He felt betrayed" (p. 148). How much of Gordon's powerful reaction to his brother's relationship with Jilly is based on the above statement and how much do you think it is simply an ethical response?
  5. Why is Gordon so hard on all the people in his life? What in his history causes him to have little flexibility in his understanding of people's behavior?
  6. There are various points in the novel in which each character's trajectory could have taken a different turn. Discuss different moments in the novel in which slight changes could have led to an entirely different result.
  7. Could Dennis and Lisa's marriage have survived without Gordon's intervention? Are lies ever acceptable in marriage??
  8. When Gordon pondered Delores's affair, he thought, "Acceptance was the greater struggle. Forgiveness was words, an easy chant to numb the sin, until with time the loss no longer really mattered or deserved its raw place in the heart" (p. 275). Why is it so difficult for Gordon to accept others' flaws? What is he saying about forgiveness? Why does he need to maintain that "raw place" in his heart? Are there some actions that are simply not forgivable?
  9. Where do you see Gordon, Delores, and Jada five years later?
  10. In real life, how would you react to Gordon? Do you think it's possible that you could understand and relate to someone like him, beyond the safety of a book cover?